《情何以堪》第122/141页

---

mQ7rÿs^œoc)YÑS“Šÿdkuš[©RmQ7rŒ[b'YN0‚Yݏdk“Šÿ)Y0W N¹[& &

& & ûe
c& &

,{ 51 àz

pQ؈uE\6qý€&^@wb1u`lÞ]leQKfs^ÿُ}†/fÕ~†N܏SÿtSg Nf«ˆÑS°sÿ N1u0Wÿbù[pQ؈uÈSûmàQRbNa0

ïzLˆ†Ntete$N)Yÿb_Nó`†Ntete$N)Y0ó`Õqç]ÿ NåwSQ‰O NOÈ~vzý€&^yYpÿÕqç]@Tÿ(WÌQÞ]ÿyYïSOs^‰[ÿó`Q‰ÿ Nåw¤N1u _³p&^»SÙ~ÖN„v£ _ fg~gô•gq „v T;u/f&Tý€©‹ÖNf}vb„va`ÿÖNw„v”^å‹p†NÿQ NpÿmQ7rOsÌ_& & €‚YœgÖNw„vgqb„va`ŠbŒJžžR†Nÿ£ŽN›Q-N/fQàeÖN„vËz«ŽKNY0,geg‚Yœgُ1ubegÿ£_N NǏ/fỲNagù`ºNÌ_³‹„v T4Y€ò]ÿbêÒcKb›Q¡R1\ NQ/fs^‰[ê1u«Ž†NÿïS/f°s(W& & È~/f‰Öb/}Q‰†N0FO?aÿdk‹NN†NÿÖNsS;R1\pÿ&^@wÕqç]p0

ÏkYÿbý\¡‹RÆ~Æ~teTÿُN!k/fwck0WZP0R†N—{àeWV{ÿ_N/fwck0Wó`©‹êñ]Fd1£ÍyÃ_‚YRrR„vRÛu06qÿàQåeegg/f&„Õ~ŽNÃ_ÿur¨RÅ``ÿIZlÔYòf NïS܀ɋ„vÿÍN/fÿÈ~/f£ºN& & µ~/fp†Nÿ»y†NÿtS؏/f ‚ N—_ÿ>e NN0`HNý€Ø_°‹ÿ4l¹~VnTu„v¹p¹pÃ_¨Rÿ`HNý€Ì€_àQ!k Nju„vcí‹ßv“Šÿ`HNý€àeƉöeöe;R;Rf̑—f̑„vô~¤bÿ$O͑’‘egÿŠ^Tu&q|p„v«Žq_/f‚YUOcb'}b„vÌS©€
ÿgYVnTuÿnÔb„v§Oq_/fUOI{7h„v'„"}ÀT$O
ÿCS›QNlš-NÿV{lšlb­—ÿÌQ‰S-NŸSÿ/fUOI{7h„v²P¸\
ÿbuQ%]N6ƒq\KNE–ÿN:{´{í‹/fUOI{7h„vñm‰láOûN
ÿÅ`¨Röeÿ{ŠšbpaÿÈS/fUOI{7h„v)nÔg`Ü`
ÿÍyÍyÍyÍyÿvQž[éeò]L•;RŽNÃ_ÿ(W Nåw Nɉô•ÿN*N
êS/fÿµ~/f$NÅ`øv¦`ÈS‚YUOÿµ~OÅ`9hñmÍyÈS‚YUOÿbNÖNUOegÅ`ÿÖNOçe/fmQ7rÿ/fKf‘\‹sÿ/fgbŒcJSÁX_lq\
0
ZQa)YN„v8—;NÿÖN& & È~vz/f‰=\ÖS)YN„vÿµ~6qÖN¦NÅ`añmñmÿ_N NǏêS/fNZf„vG]ûe
c0)YNKNŽNÖNÿ/fÅ_ÖSÿ_N/fÅ_—_0êS/f…_'YN—_bÿÖNÈS\‚YUO‰[’cbÿb„v;mïêS gNagÿFO£/UNNYïS¹[«Ž„v0W¹etS/fbàeº‹‚YUOý N?a…_„v0W¹e& & ‚YœgÖNُ7h‰[’cÿbµ~O Ný€ÍS—bÿ_N8l NuÃ_
ÿÖNÿ‚YUOý€Ù7h…_bÿFOÿÖNÈSý€‚YUO…_bÿ

@båNÿb_NêSý€>P›R©R`OŒ[b'YNÿåNbÕkuMbzfÃ_›R¥b`OÅ`aÿå‚ý€ß‚—_‹k}Tÿb÷‹`OÿÈ~ý€>e†Nbÿ©‹bNÕqç]ÿÈ~ý€ g:gOÖNaNQÁ‰& &

te*NWS¹ÿêS‰/fmQ7r¿R›R@bÊSÿý>múQ†NºNlš~bû[b„vN=„ÿ€bdköetS²Ž(WNag\LN÷{9‚
N,T@w _³pÞV¥b„vˆmo`0

 áOò]
0RÿÕqÐYÐYُ̑„váO_N O0R†NÿFOyYô‹ÿyYô‹& &  _³p g›NëU…V0

bgpQ؈uw†N
_³p2–Y0WgÖNŸw†N
ŠKN@búQÿÈ~u N9eÿêS…_ÖNgqQR_0u& & w/fÀNHNSb—{_N’w N†N`OuTÿwegُag}T^——_ÝONeg NïS†N0Õqç]ÿ`OïSåw`OُåS݋©‹bZPúQ†NÀNHN7h„vbú‹JU
ÿ

 f‚‚bTÿÖNُ̑¤N…_Ǐ†NTÿ

 /f0ÖNò]\ºNý~bPŸ†NÿêSI{RHQu\£
\ŒJžNkŒ‹sÁy„váO¤NÙ~mQ7r1\»SJTÑS0

 žR—_}Y0 b¹p4YÿlTpQ؈u{†N{ÿ pQHQuÿ NǏASåeÿŒJžÅ_{k0 NúQNgÿRQ‰Å_š[«ˆúQÌQÞ]0

 ÑYZ™Y¡‹ÿpQÐgiO g0 ÖN{/w†N
bNO4YN{ÿُ/fù[ÌS¹eý g}YY„vpNVSÿ N``O N
N©”0àV:Ndköeÿ^yýò] Oegôf'Y„vˆmo`ÿ‹s
N(W1Y*ŽpeAS)YTÿz6q«ˆÑS°s´fÙkŽNvQÝ[«[0‹s
N~š)]ÿ'Y'N/fvQ!kÿ‡vMO/fvQ;NÿT‡vP[ïygLˆ¨RÿASŒN‡vP[Kf[àV gæ]ÆN\]•³l„vvb iÿÈS R
N gN*NKbŒcuQCg„v‚‚™l*t„vñbXbÿ(Wç~àQMO‡vP[{k„v{k$O„v$OTÿúW,g
N/fïSåN3zZP‡vMO†N& & êS/fÿÖNE\6q¡lîmmQ7rۏ^yý
T'N
ÿ2–mQ7rXN¿R:Y†N^yý„vnx/fó`0R†NÿFOÿ Ÿîvø[IQÿ°sN—_j†NmQ7rÿåeT؏ý€^g}Y}Y6e:Wÿُ/fT݋ÿFO N¡{`7hÿASŒN‡vP[{vúWÿpQ؈u:N¨‹}Y°e‡vÿý€Ëz*N'YŸRÞV»Sê/f
NV{0

ó`wŒJžÿb„v
kQåeTÿ]NgRŒNÿŒJžÞVÌQÞ] NǏ N)YsS«ˆÿbN0¨R\Oë_0RäNÖNªcKb NÊSÿS_åesSLˆ¡[tÿŒJž—f-NþRÓ~kŒ‹sÿ;NŒÒk³[ÿ•lQP[ÿvQTÈSÁykŒ‹sÿÆ[ŒÍSÛSÿ2kd–mQ7rÿ‰Á€ÜY+YºNÿåNËzó•lQP[:N;NlQÿìrýc'YCg0‚Ydk$N>k'YjÿŒJžØý€©ÀNHN
ÿôfUOµQirÁ‹ gáOÿºNÁ‹HNb_NÔYf‚‚~b†NºNNãS¬T{kÿŒJž1\/fó`V_NV N‰c0MR€êS/fƁKmÿàeíQàencÿUSíQàQ*NHyFZ™™O„voQKNºNg¾–=„ž[ÿmQ7r‚YœgêSàVُ*N_N NOžRÖN0FOtS؏ g†NTNy˜ÿŒJž Ný€ô‹¡lُ*NÃ_`ÿmQ7ró`Å__N NOUS¯~0WøváOÖNwý€:N†Nêñ]€ —¬Ž=\
vÿ@båNُTN¹p1\³YÖNÿbŒJžegckNck
Zg†N0¨R\Ow„vˆ_ë_ÿr^ÀQ)R=„ÿøváOmQ7rNQ‰ò]HQ\ŒJžgbŒc„v›Q¡Rý:Y†NǏegÿQåNgë_„vKbU\ŒJžÿbNÿ©‹vQZQ½eg NÊS¨RN¨R1\=\†vOۋ& & MbkQ)YJUÿw/f†N N—_
ÿb,gåN:NAS)Yeg*NŒJž=„Q„vˆmo`1\ò] N•ÿ¡ló`0RÿmQ7rúQKbÿœgw/f÷–‰SΘLˆ
ÿ

QAS)YÿQ‰êHTSO1_ÿ÷‹mQ7rÆQåN؏aNO{Q0ُ*Nˆmo`Pw/fúQNNb„va™e†Nÿb,gåN:NQ‰OåNmQ7rÖN„v TIN€–ÿ¡ló`0RE\6q/fêHTÿ¾–SmQ7r N©‹ÖNpÿ& & NǏÿُ7h_N}YÿêS‰ý€p†N1\}Yÿ܏܏0Wpÿ8l܏ N‰QÞVeg†N0fg~gô•gqÿnÉlów
NAm& & Lˆ0R4lwzYÿPWw‘Nwöe& & ُju)Y0WÿÈ~/f«ˆQ‰û[0R†Nÿû[0R†N0

ُ7hÿb/fw„vïSåNp—_>eÃ_†NÿmQ7r‚Yœg؏ó`bý€ÞV»Sÿ£Õqç]ê/f NO gi–ÿêS‰ÿyYý€2–@wîOg& &

I{bv0R^yýöeÿASŒN‡vP[ò]¢b(WàQ*NåTåTKNMR(W^yý{vúWÿb†NÔkƒck—[„v‹s
N0pQ؈uTÖN_Á‰bÿŽN/fÿb„v0RegÀow†Ng÷^
NNÿCNómQ7rkŒ‹s£¹„všš¨R0Oô‹·~­~ÿt^{„v‹s
NŽNIQ„yú[¾‹¤ぴ[ÿ‡e˜[fk\ÿuóU^ÚPý(W´[÷‹KNR0b,ga Nó`‚YdkðX¿Rim'YÿFOpQ؈u:N>fêñ]KN Tÿê NOTabôf T€eQÿóŽN°s(WُÍyZPÕlO_wmQ7rÀNHNÍS”^ÿÖNhQ N(W€Q†ƒôVKN…Q0bwRv^ N^TÿFOlõ_Nó`ÿ‰(W°egËz³ÿُ*NZPÕl
 TMOãå]ÿÊNåebgΏeg†N
ZG• N›Q„vsY›Q^ÿs^œoÑYZ0 û•ŠÿMOŽN¾[-^–™§^„vb{¬bw80‹s
N»y§^eg0Rb—MRÿåNNÍy…ŠTãKNêN„v²N5fÿY
`Ébwbÿ s^œoÿ`OMb܀ø‹[„ÿý€R_ŽNbgÿwCNbgKNx^ÿ)YNKNx^JU
ÿ

b§O«ŽNÖcÿ N@wÕuù0W½bÞVKbÿ ‹s
N‚YdkÛv‰Šÿs^œo'a NbeS_0°egËYú^ÿ‹s
Nt^{ñ‚fkÿç~€__egÿêS_)YNR_Ã_ÿs^œo NǏ zƋ'Y@\€ò]0 ُt^{„v‹s
NÿCgMO؏*g3zúVÿFOÉbâbºNÃ_„vKbµkPf[†N N\0

 uTuTuTuTÿÊNåe`ObTãøv¤Nÿ NÅ_Øb_g NÅ_Øb_g0

b[e«ŽNêÿ s^œo™„‹s